Well, I had surgery on Monday. I no longer have the rod on either side of my leg. Tried physical therapy today unfortunately with my physical therapy I almost passed out because my blood pressure dropped. I have something called postop hypertension so it causes your blood pressure to drop when you stand up right I’m gonna try physical therapy tomorrow. They’re pumping me full of fluids so I can be released from the hospital. Dad is on his way. He left around five this afternoon. my neighbors can visit me today. They brought me McDonald’s and got my big Mac, which on the shake and my french fries very happy about that. I have a Walgreens list going that Jeff said he would pick up tomorrow after school, hoping to be able to go home, but they’re not gonna release me until I don’t pass out standing up.
I’m just very lonely I mean I’ve gotten a lot of text and everything and people reached out and I greatly appreciate it. I just feel very alone right now. I think it’ll be better once my dad gets here. It’s just a very lonely isolating feeling being in the hospital, not being able to do anything. I’m also trying to space up my painkillers a little more so I’m not so dependent on them.
 Well that’s really all I have to say about today and yesterday. I’m just tired. I’m tired of the pain. I’m tired of just sitting here. I’m tired of not being able to do simple basic things I don’t want to turn into a complainer.

