Day 4…UGH

Personally thought that yesterday’s workout was the worst, not so today’s workout about killed me.  I sweated more today than I had in ages, seriously I looked like I had just gotten out of the shower.  I had no idea it was possible for that to happen, I didn’t sweat that much when I worked outside in late July, pulling 500 pound bins off the pool deck.  I did take a photo of myself after the workout however I don’t think I am going to share that because I look well, awful.  I might do a montage after I finish on how I fared each day after my workout.

I tried to remember how I felt during my workout but like childbirth it has been blocked from my short-term memory.  This memory is only resurrected after the first round of push-ups.  I find myself cursing Jillian Michaels and wishing her head would explode during the workout.  I also find myself saying bull shit to Jillian Michaels when she says she is right there with you.  No you aren’t you have done maybe half of this workout and I really hate you.

I will say I officially ate 1500 calories yesterday I couldn’t believe it, nor could my FitBit.  How do I feel?  I feel better, I am sleeping far better than I have in a while.  I am happier or feel less stressed (enough though I am extremely stressed).  Back pain far less even after standing all day.  I do surprisingly have more energy and of course this could be all in my head because this is what is suppose to happen.  The only reason why I am doing this is because I want to go shopping and I am not buying a thing until I can fit into my previous clothes.

There you have it , I didn’t die and I survived Day 4 even though I really thought today was the day I was going to breakdown and ugly cry on my exercise mat.  Tomorrow is another day for the ugly cry workout breakdown, I am kinda hoping it doesn’t happen, until tomorrow ta-ta-for-now.

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