Who Are You Calling Crafty?

I have been essentially on bed rest for the past 3 weeks which means no Mac because I cannot sit on the stool for the Mac.  I have built the background for A.J.’s Digi Shoppe on the laptop (with much frustration) and honestly last night was NOT happy with how it looked.  I turned on the Mac this morning because I need to scan stuff and looked at the site.  Much to my surprise it looked like how I thought it would when I built it.

The biggest thing for me right now is the lack of clarity and processing power on the laptop.  What makes me so mad is that I know my Mac can do EVERY THING I need it to do but I cannot sit or stand long enough to do it.  I am currently typing this on the Mac and it is too much. 

I am to the point where I don’t care what is wrong with me I just want to feel better.  I want to take a shower without feeling like I was beaten with a baseball bat.  I want pick up the Booga (get him out of the crib, put him in his high chair, etc.)  I want to be able to walk, I miss my walks to get my daughter from school.  I want to play in my garden before my plants die (every time I walk outside I see another plant bite the dust because it wasn’t watered).  I hate pain killers I tough it out as long as possible because they just take the edge off, the pain is still there (so what is the point of taking them at all).  I honestly could care less if it is cancer at least I would know what is wrong with me.  I’m sorry this post sort of turned into a bitchfest that was not my intention but I am frustrated beyond frustrated.  I am tired of feeling like crap every single day it is annoying and I am tired of it.

Well the stool is getting the better of me and I still have a couple more things to do so I must run before I can’t walk.  Hopefully, Monday I will get the answers I want (need) so I can start an appropriate course of action besides feeling like a lazy bum on the couch.